Past 3 Weeks

I don't really think it's three weeks since last blogged, but whatever. Too lazy to blog Neh, that's the worst excuse ever. Just didn't feel like blogging, that's all. It's kinda unbelievable that it's less than 24 hours 'til the next day. Ok, now a recap of the past few weeks.


The VSA ball/party wasn't that great, but we all had a wonderful time. We hanged around, fooling with each other, just having a great time. Laughed the whole night long. What a great way to start the holidays. Thanks Chloe Shum for keeping me company the whole night, 'til the minute I left, <3 ya.

Photo Creds to Chloe C. :)

                     

Then, the holidays officially started. No more early alarms, sleeping in class and scoldings for dozing off. :) FINALLY CAN SLEEP IN. :( Project, homework, homework. Ugh. Guess everything comes with a price.

Christmas Eve. It was an incredible day. Watched Breaking Dawn with Venus. Awesome. Waking up (kinda) early was SO worth it. The giving birth scene was so intense, in my opinion. Laughed so much I almost spat soda onto the couple in front of me; I actually should've done that, they were disturbingly making out in public the whole way. Lunch. SHOPPING!!! :) The stuff were so cheap, hehe. Tea, eating again... (No wonder I gained a pound or two after christmas, always eating). Hotpot dinner! Yum, but was stuffed. Movie again. Watched Mission Impossible 4, such a good movie. All those stunts, crazy (Of course, there's wires and stuff, but it still counts!). Kathy was gonna watch with us, but she said no at the last minute. What a waste of $50. I told my mom she wouldn't wanna watch a movie at 10pm.

Christmas Day. Headed to Shenzhen the next day. Did nothing special, at all. What a nice way to celebrate Christmas, huh. It was like an ordinary day, like nothing special was suppose to happen. Didn't any gifts whatsoever. My mom decided not to give like any gifts. She said she didn't know what to buy anymore. At least I got some gifts from other families. Nice dinner though, kinda expensive (Whatever, it's Christmas.) Spent the next two days at this place called Palm Island (Also in Shenzhen), with my sister's friends (again). I think half of the trips we go for vacation is with my sister's friends. Christmas - sister's friends. Chinese New Year - sister's friend/family friend. Wish I could vacay with MY friends.

I NEEDA BLOG MORE! <--- randomness XD

13th December 2011

Just read some inspiring blogs, so touching... Thanks Isabel and Tilly :) Had another weird dream last night. This person keeps appearing in my dreams, like he's stalking me or something. Kind of still in shock now... my mom stood up for me with the teachers. I almost cried. Deep down inside, I'm a really emotional person. I think the teachers will hate me now. It's kinda the first time that I really got in trouble.

OMG. Shouldn't have said that school went by quickly yesterday. Today, it felt like it was extended over weeks.
English - Phew. Luckily Mrs K didn't pick me to do the speech today. I wasn't anywhere near ready. Think that's 'cuz i was the time keeper. HEHE.
Geography - Got the test back today. Didn't improve at all. But I ca't blame myself, this topic was wayyyyyyyy longer than the previous one. Got pulled out of class near recess. Thought Mr. Wong totally forgot about it when he didn't talk to me yesterday. Guess I was wrong.
Recess - Missed half of it :( Chloe and Chloe ket telling me to eat something...
Science - Practical assessment. Was not exciting at all. I thought it was something to do with fire. I like playing with fire....
PE - Volleyball. Something wrong with my hand today. Missed almost all the serves. AHHHHHHH!!!
Lunch - Final volleyball match... i think. WE WON!!!! We lost to the others before and we finally won this one :))))))))))))
Math - Stupid practice test.
Chinese - Test. Was so fucking easy. Finished it with so much time to spare. Ended up doodling on my diary.

After school I stayed back to watch my sister play "badminton". 'Cuz my mom told me to. No choice. They don't even learn anything. They just muck around. The coach just plays with them, don't even teach. What's the use of having a coach then. My mom came and I told her bout what happened. She insisted that we go see them. That's how the whole thing started.

Got back home feeling lifeless. Dropped on the bed like a dead fish. Didn't feel like eating dinner. Ate for tea. Soup tasted disgusting. UGHHHH. I still feel tired. Dunno what to do for history :(

12th December 2011

Woke up feeling dizzy... 'cuz it's Monday. Slept on the bus, again. Happens every single day. Brought a cake to school, people loved it :)

School passed by really quickly today:

Chinese - Sooooo boring, as always

Recess - Ate my cake
Science - Did chromatography as art. Mine turned out pretty well. I made it into a flower clip, now i can wear it (I look hawaiian with it) Distillation, not as exciting as I thought it would be.Everything happened in a minute or so.
ICT - Mission Maker, again. So boring. Mr Davies wore a suit and looked a bit like Dracula, so freaky.
Math - Almost fell asleep. We kept whispering to each other, telling each other to check if there was a volleyball match.
Lunch - Turns out there was no match. Stayed to play a friendly game. Messed up so many times. Hope that doesn't happen tomorrow. Ate Isabel's leftovers in a minute.
English - Wrote persuasive speech. Came up with the last reason at literally the minute before Mrs K came in. Phew.
History - Luckily the clan folder design wasn't duw today, would have been dead if it was.
Stayback - Finished my cake. Did easy math Qs. Went to get my jacket at the Sports Hall and ended up staying there for like ten minutes.

Left school and went to buy stationary. Bought STARBUCKS. $32. GONE. Bought stationary. $82. GONE. I basically used up all my allowance for this week :( Not much homework. Helping my mom with Christmas presents. 4 more days 'til end of school. Can't wait.

Finally changed my wallpaper after like a few months of GLEE. Getting tired of seeing it everyday. It looks so awesome now. Just so you know, I took the AMAZING picture. And if you're wondering what the STARBUCKS logo is, it's my sock. Its arm is in such an awkward position. Poor Spotty. Gonna get the picture on a calendar. So, I can stare at my awesome lizard day and night :)

11th December 2011

Woke up at 10 this morning. Wanted to sleep in soooo badly. Slept at like 3/4 am. Watching movies. Ate brunch, so full. I should really eat less. Bought Ruthless (Pretty Little Liars). Waited for so long, absolutely <3 <3 <3 this series. Sara Shepard is such an amazing and creative author. Went back home and did homework. Or tried to. Ended fooling around and reading TEEN VOGUE. Went to this cake shop in Kowloon and made a chocolate cake that tasted delish. Ate dinner (hehe, I cooked the chicken). The cake was suppose to be a classic chocolate cake, but we messed around with whipped cream and made the cake kinda weird. At least it tasted better. School's tomorrow, can't believe 2 days can pass so quickly. But just another week of school and it's Christmas Break. Oh well, guess I just have to wait...

Past Few Weeks

Haven't been blogging... again. Somehow it's just so hard for me to keep doing something on a regular basis. I'll rewind back to last Saturday...

So Chloe and I went dress shopping (for the VSA ball/party). We went to H&M and bought stuff then met up with Alex at Times Square. He followed us awkwardly. And he had his headphones on. So every time we talked to him, he'll be like "WHAT?" in a weird british accent. I left early (I had to 'cuz of bad grades) and left Chloe alone with him... wondered what happened...

So yesterday was the annual SIS christmas fair. Paige and JayLi came from SG. Rachel and Laurence and all those people who left SIS came back. Happens every year :) So glad to see them all again. It was kinda boring this year... Spent most of the time at my stall and was forced to watch my sister (and her class) dance. It was sooooooo fucking boring. Almost got in trouble. Actually I don't really know yet 'cuz he said he'll talk to me on Monday. Bumped into Darren Mong in the minibus and he asked me 'bout the ball (not ask me out, don't get confused)

The VSA ball/party is this Friday, so excited. Christmas is almost here as well :)

1st December 2011

Can't believe that it's December already. So everyone's fussing about the VSA ball on the 16th. Some people got a date, but only like 4???!!! The guys should really man up and ask if they want to go with someone. Don't wait fot the girls to ask you, 'cuz that'll be AWKWARD. So I dont have a date as well. Chloe and Alex both asked Larsen to go with me, but turns out he's not even going. (HA! Told ya so) Chloe needs a dress for the ball and I'm going shopping with her on SAT. She kinda doesn't want me to go now, 'cuz you-know-who wouldn't go if I went. ...Went for hotpot dinner just now and all my clothes smells like food. But the food was really good. And my mom had a lesson to make a cake. It turned out quite successful, just that she didn't put enough cream in the middle so the two layers separated. But it's kinda her first time, so GOOD JOB MOMMY! Yay, it's friday tomorrow. Finally...

30th November 2011

 I'm still exhausted. Slept after 12. I was planning to do homework, but ended up playing tetris. Can't play tetris during the day, mom would scold me. Math test wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, weird. I didn't even revise, at all. Just remembered that it's my cousin Brian's birthday. Happy birthday fat baby boy! Even though he's turning 12, he still acts like a baby. So I had volleyball today. We laughed so badly at like EVERYTHING. When we played games, I was gonna serve. Mr. Davies threw me the ball and I was gonna catch it. I thought that my arm was long enough, so I didn't move. Actually, I was wrong. It hit my middle finger and now it hurts like HELL. Think I might have twisted my ankle as well. I think it's still not healed from two years ago. Almost every time I do sports, that ankle starts to hurt. Or when I walk for a long long long time. Hope I don't have to stay up all night doing my fractured fairytale tonight. All I wrote is this: "Once upon a time,". I'M GONNA DIE!!!

29th November 2011

Read my diary entries from when I was younger few days ago. Can't believe how immature and childish I was. I don't think that I'll ever be mature, even if I think I am. I use to think that going to school is frustrating. How I have to stand people bullying and making fun of me; even though I try to fight back. Now somehow, it's different. I enjoy going to school, I enjoy having friends around me; who I can joke and laugh with. I'm over people make fun of me, spread rumors about me and all that other stuff. Maybe I get a little mad sometimes, but I don't really care afterwards. Even though I try to be mature as I cana on the outside, deep down I still feel like a little kid, waiting to break free. I miss those days where no one would judge you about what you do. They label us. "She's just a little kid, it's ok." Things become different when you grow older. Everyone starts judging you and you're allowed to be that little kid where it was "ok" to do whatever we want. When you're younger, you wish so badly that you can grow up and be an adult fast, but you don't realize that time passes in a swift and how everyone wish they were you. Now, I miss and crave going back to the old times and be the little one I used to be. Just have a little message for everyone, including me: Appreciate what you have now; when you regret it, it'll be too late.

10 Day Challenge - Day 8, 9, 10

So, since I've missed so so so many days. I'll just do it all at once now, it'll be easier for me.

8. Who’s someone that you used to be really close to, but you’re not anymore? 


So we were in the same school in kindergraten, but never in the same class. My aunt was close to your mom. You're my god-cousin. Is there even such thing. My cousin's you're god-brother, so I guess that's the only way to say it. We still remember each other's birthday, have a chat when we're bored and hang out at each other's place sometimes; but now, it kinda feels different. We've drifted apart, going to different schools. But the truth is, I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH! Can't imagine how it would be when you go to the states next year. Don't even wanna think 'bout it. But just so you know, we're BESTIES 4 LIFE.

9. What’s something you worry about for the future? 

The future. Seems so far away, but it's actually only a step aside. What I worry about? Well, everything. Nothing more to say.

10. Do you play any sports?

I'm not a sporty/active person, but I still play sports. Badminton, swimming (even though I suck), volleyball. Think that's it.

Busy

Sorry that I haven't been blogging the past few weeks. Been kinda busy with everything. Nothing special happened. Brian's (my cousin) birthday yesterday and he fought with his brother. Again. Ate a lot of cake these few days. Weird. Gotta go now. I'll blog when I have the time. Bye for now.

10 Day Challenge - Day 7

7. What’s something you don’t usually blog about?


Personal stuff. If I'm not gonna blog it, why write it here.

10 Day Challenge - Day 6

6. What’s a picture of yourself that not a lot of people have seen?


My baby pictures I guess. No one would recognize me anyways, look nothing like before.

10 Day Challenge - Day 5

5. What’s in your bed right now? Take a picture of your bed.


Nothing in my bed. Except me. And my mac, but its on my lap, so not counted.

My fat legs...

Banned Bands

Are wrist bands even counted as jewelry??? I'm wearing a gold necklace and you say that I should take my wrist bands off, not the necklace. What the hell. So unfair. I bought it at school anyways. You tell us to buy them, then tell us not to wear them. What kind of person says that, like seriously? No other teacher cares, they see it and ignore it. And you have to point it out to us in front of the whole school. Do you know how embarrassing it is? Even the principal doesn't tell me to take it off. You wear sooooo much jewelry to school and you dare judge us? Thought you're suppose to set a good example for us. Please just fucking give us our freedom. IT'S JUST WRIST BANDS!!!

16th November 2011

Didn't blog yesterday. Was gettting scolded and busy playing tetris - I'm like obsessed with it! Just went away to play tetris and have a new lines sent record. YAY!!!  But I can never get up to rank 17; once I get tot 16, rank down again. I suck sooo badly. <--- See how easily distracted I am.

Ok, btw. I hate switching seats, 'cuz I'm lazy. Luckily I just have to move a bit today. Stupid arsehole (think you know who you are) keeps talking to me. I move. Then, you wave at me. I wave back (it's normal to wave back at people rite, I think so). Everyone see and goes OOOOOO. I know you like waving at people, but seriously, was that the right time?

Got our progress reports today, still can't believe my history mark was in the 60s. Never got under 70 for anything, I'm serious. I'm not trying to brag, but I'M SO FUCKING MAD AT MYSELF. And Charlotte got 100. What the hell, how's that even possible. At least the rest of my marks are fine, mostly in 70s and 80s, two in 90s. Actually I shouldn't be that mad at myself. Never took history before and it's still above average. If I get a bad mark and it's above average, my mom won't give me some weird lecture. So YAY for me. LOL being so childish.

I'm not sure why, but we somehow don't have homework today. Or homework due tomorrow. Had so much free time and I wanted to play tetris. My mom thinks that I should study for history (got really bad on progress report), but we haven't finish learning everything yet. So, had no choice but to practice piano. When I see the notes, I start to fall asleep. I fall asleep so easily. Like now... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

10 Day Challenge - Day 4

4. Do you have a job? If you do, what is it and do you like it? If not, what job would you like to have?


Does being a student counted as a job, maybe it doesn't. I have absolutely no plans for the future, so I seriously don't know what ob I'm gonna get.

10 Day Challenge - Day 3

3. What’s something you think of all the time, but never say out loud?


How classes are SO FUCKING BORING and I just wanna sleep. How I wanna swear at my sister so badly when she complains and blames everything on me. How hungry I was when I was on a (so called) diet earlier this year. The list goes on...

12:06 am

It's already past midnight. Should really be sleeping. Watched PLL, played Tetris, blogged. Don't know why I'm not sleepy, usually am at this time. If my mom finds out that I'm still up, I'm screwed, like forever. Got caught by her once already. Two years ago. Shouldn't risk like this, might get in a lot of trouble.

Nite :)

14th November 2011

Ughhhhh, it's Monday again. Can't believe the weekend is over already, absolutely love sleeping in. Mondays are boring and I keep falling asleep in class. I think I should go to night school (is there even one?), I'm such a night person. It's unfair to have a night person go study during the day. It's like telling an owl to be awake during the day. Wish I was an owl.

Too bad that I didn't get to raise the flag today, it's easier when they play the school song, now I have to wait for a week. I made a deal, so I can't break it. Chinese first, only filing today. So fucking boring, chinese is always boring anyways. Recess. Science. Ms. Sek thinks that I talk too much to Alex, fuck. Then she's like "Vicky, you're talking too much to Alex. I should tell Mr. Herbst to seperate you two." Like seriously, WHO CARES. ICT. Nothing special. At least he didn't yell at us. Math. Luckily it was a short period, I was confused as hell. Lunch. We rehearsed the english comparison PPT for no reason, just found out afterwards that we're presenting on Thursday. I also bought a wrist band. ^.^

Sometimes I don't get why my sister gets grumpy and cries so easily. I scared her, she cried. I ask her where my eraser was, she cried. I repeat what she says in a squeaky voice, she cried. She is so super sensitive. Pity her, can be bullied so easily. Hopefully, she'll stop acting like a baby soon; if not, I'm gonna be blamed for so many things that I didn't do (which means that my mom will scold me).

Mondays are just so boring. Can someone please make them anything but boring???

10 Day Challenge - Day 2

2. What was the last movie you saw in theatres?


Think it was a few weeks ago. I watched Abduction with my mom. My mom almost told my sister to watch, but luckily she didn't. There was an (ummmm...) inappropriate scene.  It was a really good movie though. And Taylor Lauter is SOOOOOOO HOT!!! He shouldn't have broken up with Taylor Swift... They look soooooo cute together!!! Now he's dating Lily Collins. Taylor Lauter so cool, he killed a guy like double his age and slid down a building (I mean in the movie). Wanna watch again!!!

11:28 pm

Can never seem to get off my mac, even if I need to take a risk. I know that I need sleep and I wanna sleep, but I guess the internet is just too addictive. That's what the internet does to us, keeps us from doing what we should be doing (OMG I sound like my mom). I guess that's not the only thing that keeps us from sleeping, homework does as well. Ughhhh, why does everything have to relate back to homework. See teachers, that's how much trouble and frustration you give us. Wish we could have some time to relax and never have the word "homework" floating around in our heads.


Nite :)

13th November 2011

Chloe, Chloe and Karina came to my home today, for english project. Uhhh, hate homework. If I say that I hate homework, I'm gonna get all those stupid pep talk. "Homework's good for you" and all that fucking junk. Most of the time we just walked around, played tetris, listened to music, talk to people on skype and so on... We didn't really get all the work done, SO NOW I'M SCREWED!

A lot of weird things happened to me today. We all know that the Chloe twins love to make fun of me and I was so dumb not to check before I left the room. I left for a minute. They took my mac, went on facebook and posted  (as me) that I loved Zachary. What the hell. For the like billionth time, I don't have a crush on anyone.

Then, people started having (ummm... how should I say this) troubles with each other. I'm not pointing fingers, 'cuz I know that they're stressed enough already. I tried helping, but it didn't make much of a difference. I know some people don't like morals (cough, cough... Alex); but I did learn something today, check before you say something bad about others as you might hurt their feelings.

Still stuck on fucking chinese composition. Wrote only around ten words (and that includes my name, date and title, which don't really count). Gonna get a scolding from my mom tomorrow, but whatever, I don't give a damn. Should really focus on homework now, but I'm one of those people who can never focus on one thing. I need sleep. Guess I'm not getting much tonight.

10 Day Challenge - Day 1

1. Write about your first crush. Who was it? Do you still talk to them?


Hmmmm... Lemme think, first serious crush. I 'm not telling you who, assuming that some of you know already. Give you some hints. He talks in this weirdly fake accent, has brownish black hair and is deeply in love with someone else now. We're friends now. Just friends, nothing more. I can assure you of that. Someone else is madly in love with him now (think you know who). He's changed a lot since I've met him, but in a good way. We've been good friends only anyways.

10 Day Challenge

1 - Write about your first crush. Who was it? Do you still talk to them?

2 - What was the last movie you saw in theatres?

3 - What’s something you think of all the time, but never say out loud?

4 - Do you have a job? If you do, what is it and do you like it? If not, what job would you like to have?

5 - What’s in your bed right now? Take a picture of your bed.

6 - What’s a picture of yourself that not a lot of people have seen?

7 - What’s something you don’t usually blog about?

8 - Who’s someone that you used to be really close to, but you’re not anymore? 

9 - What’s something you worry about for the future? 

10 - Do you play any sports? 

Hehe, gonna start today.

12th November 2011

Got back from camp and everything around me is breaking and tearing. Or maybe it's just my vision from my half-closed eyes. Everything hurts. My head is swollen, my leg is bruised and scratched. I just feel tired and weak. Having troubles with focusing with my work; always have, especially Chinese. Should have slept in today. Had no choice but to deal with my body not functioning well. Simply have no idea how to finish all my homework. Chloe(s) and Karina are coming over, to do homework. Can't believe that I'm literally sacrificing all my Sundays just to do homework. Just really confused right now, but I don't fucking care.