30th November 2011

 I'm still exhausted. Slept after 12. I was planning to do homework, but ended up playing tetris. Can't play tetris during the day, mom would scold me. Math test wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, weird. I didn't even revise, at all. Just remembered that it's my cousin Brian's birthday. Happy birthday fat baby boy! Even though he's turning 12, he still acts like a baby. So I had volleyball today. We laughed so badly at like EVERYTHING. When we played games, I was gonna serve. Mr. Davies threw me the ball and I was gonna catch it. I thought that my arm was long enough, so I didn't move. Actually, I was wrong. It hit my middle finger and now it hurts like HELL. Think I might have twisted my ankle as well. I think it's still not healed from two years ago. Almost every time I do sports, that ankle starts to hurt. Or when I walk for a long long long time. Hope I don't have to stay up all night doing my fractured fairytale tonight. All I wrote is this: "Once upon a time,". I'M GONNA DIE!!!

29th November 2011

Read my diary entries from when I was younger few days ago. Can't believe how immature and childish I was. I don't think that I'll ever be mature, even if I think I am. I use to think that going to school is frustrating. How I have to stand people bullying and making fun of me; even though I try to fight back. Now somehow, it's different. I enjoy going to school, I enjoy having friends around me; who I can joke and laugh with. I'm over people make fun of me, spread rumors about me and all that other stuff. Maybe I get a little mad sometimes, but I don't really care afterwards. Even though I try to be mature as I cana on the outside, deep down I still feel like a little kid, waiting to break free. I miss those days where no one would judge you about what you do. They label us. "She's just a little kid, it's ok." Things become different when you grow older. Everyone starts judging you and you're allowed to be that little kid where it was "ok" to do whatever we want. When you're younger, you wish so badly that you can grow up and be an adult fast, but you don't realize that time passes in a swift and how everyone wish they were you. Now, I miss and crave going back to the old times and be the little one I used to be. Just have a little message for everyone, including me: Appreciate what you have now; when you regret it, it'll be too late.

10 Day Challenge - Day 8, 9, 10

So, since I've missed so so so many days. I'll just do it all at once now, it'll be easier for me.

8. Who’s someone that you used to be really close to, but you’re not anymore? 


So we were in the same school in kindergraten, but never in the same class. My aunt was close to your mom. You're my god-cousin. Is there even such thing. My cousin's you're god-brother, so I guess that's the only way to say it. We still remember each other's birthday, have a chat when we're bored and hang out at each other's place sometimes; but now, it kinda feels different. We've drifted apart, going to different schools. But the truth is, I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH! Can't imagine how it would be when you go to the states next year. Don't even wanna think 'bout it. But just so you know, we're BESTIES 4 LIFE.

9. What’s something you worry about for the future? 

The future. Seems so far away, but it's actually only a step aside. What I worry about? Well, everything. Nothing more to say.

10. Do you play any sports?

I'm not a sporty/active person, but I still play sports. Badminton, swimming (even though I suck), volleyball. Think that's it.

Busy

Sorry that I haven't been blogging the past few weeks. Been kinda busy with everything. Nothing special happened. Brian's (my cousin) birthday yesterday and he fought with his brother. Again. Ate a lot of cake these few days. Weird. Gotta go now. I'll blog when I have the time. Bye for now.

10 Day Challenge - Day 7

7. What’s something you don’t usually blog about?


Personal stuff. If I'm not gonna blog it, why write it here.

10 Day Challenge - Day 6

6. What’s a picture of yourself that not a lot of people have seen?


My baby pictures I guess. No one would recognize me anyways, look nothing like before.

10 Day Challenge - Day 5

5. What’s in your bed right now? Take a picture of your bed.


Nothing in my bed. Except me. And my mac, but its on my lap, so not counted.

My fat legs...

Banned Bands

Are wrist bands even counted as jewelry??? I'm wearing a gold necklace and you say that I should take my wrist bands off, not the necklace. What the hell. So unfair. I bought it at school anyways. You tell us to buy them, then tell us not to wear them. What kind of person says that, like seriously? No other teacher cares, they see it and ignore it. And you have to point it out to us in front of the whole school. Do you know how embarrassing it is? Even the principal doesn't tell me to take it off. You wear sooooo much jewelry to school and you dare judge us? Thought you're suppose to set a good example for us. Please just fucking give us our freedom. IT'S JUST WRIST BANDS!!!

16th November 2011

Didn't blog yesterday. Was gettting scolded and busy playing tetris - I'm like obsessed with it! Just went away to play tetris and have a new lines sent record. YAY!!!  But I can never get up to rank 17; once I get tot 16, rank down again. I suck sooo badly. <--- See how easily distracted I am.

Ok, btw. I hate switching seats, 'cuz I'm lazy. Luckily I just have to move a bit today. Stupid arsehole (think you know who you are) keeps talking to me. I move. Then, you wave at me. I wave back (it's normal to wave back at people rite, I think so). Everyone see and goes OOOOOO. I know you like waving at people, but seriously, was that the right time?

Got our progress reports today, still can't believe my history mark was in the 60s. Never got under 70 for anything, I'm serious. I'm not trying to brag, but I'M SO FUCKING MAD AT MYSELF. And Charlotte got 100. What the hell, how's that even possible. At least the rest of my marks are fine, mostly in 70s and 80s, two in 90s. Actually I shouldn't be that mad at myself. Never took history before and it's still above average. If I get a bad mark and it's above average, my mom won't give me some weird lecture. So YAY for me. LOL being so childish.

I'm not sure why, but we somehow don't have homework today. Or homework due tomorrow. Had so much free time and I wanted to play tetris. My mom thinks that I should study for history (got really bad on progress report), but we haven't finish learning everything yet. So, had no choice but to practice piano. When I see the notes, I start to fall asleep. I fall asleep so easily. Like now... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

10 Day Challenge - Day 4

4. Do you have a job? If you do, what is it and do you like it? If not, what job would you like to have?


Does being a student counted as a job, maybe it doesn't. I have absolutely no plans for the future, so I seriously don't know what ob I'm gonna get.

10 Day Challenge - Day 3

3. What’s something you think of all the time, but never say out loud?


How classes are SO FUCKING BORING and I just wanna sleep. How I wanna swear at my sister so badly when she complains and blames everything on me. How hungry I was when I was on a (so called) diet earlier this year. The list goes on...

12:06 am

It's already past midnight. Should really be sleeping. Watched PLL, played Tetris, blogged. Don't know why I'm not sleepy, usually am at this time. If my mom finds out that I'm still up, I'm screwed, like forever. Got caught by her once already. Two years ago. Shouldn't risk like this, might get in a lot of trouble.

Nite :)

14th November 2011

Ughhhhh, it's Monday again. Can't believe the weekend is over already, absolutely love sleeping in. Mondays are boring and I keep falling asleep in class. I think I should go to night school (is there even one?), I'm such a night person. It's unfair to have a night person go study during the day. It's like telling an owl to be awake during the day. Wish I was an owl.

Too bad that I didn't get to raise the flag today, it's easier when they play the school song, now I have to wait for a week. I made a deal, so I can't break it. Chinese first, only filing today. So fucking boring, chinese is always boring anyways. Recess. Science. Ms. Sek thinks that I talk too much to Alex, fuck. Then she's like "Vicky, you're talking too much to Alex. I should tell Mr. Herbst to seperate you two." Like seriously, WHO CARES. ICT. Nothing special. At least he didn't yell at us. Math. Luckily it was a short period, I was confused as hell. Lunch. We rehearsed the english comparison PPT for no reason, just found out afterwards that we're presenting on Thursday. I also bought a wrist band. ^.^

Sometimes I don't get why my sister gets grumpy and cries so easily. I scared her, she cried. I ask her where my eraser was, she cried. I repeat what she says in a squeaky voice, she cried. She is so super sensitive. Pity her, can be bullied so easily. Hopefully, she'll stop acting like a baby soon; if not, I'm gonna be blamed for so many things that I didn't do (which means that my mom will scold me).

Mondays are just so boring. Can someone please make them anything but boring???

10 Day Challenge - Day 2

2. What was the last movie you saw in theatres?


Think it was a few weeks ago. I watched Abduction with my mom. My mom almost told my sister to watch, but luckily she didn't. There was an (ummmm...) inappropriate scene.  It was a really good movie though. And Taylor Lauter is SOOOOOOO HOT!!! He shouldn't have broken up with Taylor Swift... They look soooooo cute together!!! Now he's dating Lily Collins. Taylor Lauter so cool, he killed a guy like double his age and slid down a building (I mean in the movie). Wanna watch again!!!

11:28 pm

Can never seem to get off my mac, even if I need to take a risk. I know that I need sleep and I wanna sleep, but I guess the internet is just too addictive. That's what the internet does to us, keeps us from doing what we should be doing (OMG I sound like my mom). I guess that's not the only thing that keeps us from sleeping, homework does as well. Ughhhh, why does everything have to relate back to homework. See teachers, that's how much trouble and frustration you give us. Wish we could have some time to relax and never have the word "homework" floating around in our heads.


Nite :)

13th November 2011

Chloe, Chloe and Karina came to my home today, for english project. Uhhh, hate homework. If I say that I hate homework, I'm gonna get all those stupid pep talk. "Homework's good for you" and all that fucking junk. Most of the time we just walked around, played tetris, listened to music, talk to people on skype and so on... We didn't really get all the work done, SO NOW I'M SCREWED!

A lot of weird things happened to me today. We all know that the Chloe twins love to make fun of me and I was so dumb not to check before I left the room. I left for a minute. They took my mac, went on facebook and posted  (as me) that I loved Zachary. What the hell. For the like billionth time, I don't have a crush on anyone.

Then, people started having (ummm... how should I say this) troubles with each other. I'm not pointing fingers, 'cuz I know that they're stressed enough already. I tried helping, but it didn't make much of a difference. I know some people don't like morals (cough, cough... Alex); but I did learn something today, check before you say something bad about others as you might hurt their feelings.

Still stuck on fucking chinese composition. Wrote only around ten words (and that includes my name, date and title, which don't really count). Gonna get a scolding from my mom tomorrow, but whatever, I don't give a damn. Should really focus on homework now, but I'm one of those people who can never focus on one thing. I need sleep. Guess I'm not getting much tonight.

10 Day Challenge - Day 1

1. Write about your first crush. Who was it? Do you still talk to them?


Hmmmm... Lemme think, first serious crush. I 'm not telling you who, assuming that some of you know already. Give you some hints. He talks in this weirdly fake accent, has brownish black hair and is deeply in love with someone else now. We're friends now. Just friends, nothing more. I can assure you of that. Someone else is madly in love with him now (think you know who). He's changed a lot since I've met him, but in a good way. We've been good friends only anyways.

10 Day Challenge

1 - Write about your first crush. Who was it? Do you still talk to them?

2 - What was the last movie you saw in theatres?

3 - What’s something you think of all the time, but never say out loud?

4 - Do you have a job? If you do, what is it and do you like it? If not, what job would you like to have?

5 - What’s in your bed right now? Take a picture of your bed.

6 - What’s a picture of yourself that not a lot of people have seen?

7 - What’s something you don’t usually blog about?

8 - Who’s someone that you used to be really close to, but you’re not anymore? 

9 - What’s something you worry about for the future? 

10 - Do you play any sports? 

Hehe, gonna start today.

12th November 2011

Got back from camp and everything around me is breaking and tearing. Or maybe it's just my vision from my half-closed eyes. Everything hurts. My head is swollen, my leg is bruised and scratched. I just feel tired and weak. Having troubles with focusing with my work; always have, especially Chinese. Should have slept in today. Had no choice but to deal with my body not functioning well. Simply have no idea how to finish all my homework. Chloe(s) and Karina are coming over, to do homework. Can't believe that I'm literally sacrificing all my Sundays just to do homework. Just really confused right now, but I don't fucking care.